Don't let me Fall

i LOVE Lenka!! Not too many people know of her...but i love her music!! Don't let me Fall is one of my favorites!

        Speaking of Fall...Tomorrow is the first day of Fall! I am SO excited! I love this time of the year!!! I looove gloomy days, rainy days, windy days, and cozy days :) Ryan, on the other hand...hates them! I'm sure he'll enjoy them a bit more once he's married, cuddling with his wife, drinking hot chocolate, and watching episodes of The Office. *stares into the distance* ok Ok OKAY, I'm back. So like I was saying, I loove the fall! The office where I spend 6 hours a day is surrounded by trees, and I love that! I love watching the leaves change color, fall off, get carried away with the wind, and eventually be replaced by bright green leaves. Ahhh, I'll take pictures sometime soon. So anyways, I have the bad habit of following blogs of people that I don't even know! I know that's strange...and they are probably freaking out! lol but I don't do it to stalk them and find out where they live, I just LOVE reading about newlywed couples! I think I just want to know what it would be like...you know? and yes, I know that it'll be the total opposite of what I expect...but still. lol

Moving on.

       Today, I was thinking about how most of my friends don't work as much as I do...and they get financial aid, and they go to school full time, and they're much closer to graduating than I am, and that their parents handle most of their expenses...and I was so upset! I know, it's horrible. I was experiencing this little thing called jealousy. ever heard of it? yeah, it stinks. I wasn't jealous of my friends, or anyone in particular... I was just jealous of the situation. does that make sense? My whole life I've had to work for what I have...well, most of it. So for example, right now I'm working about 30 hours a week and going to school part time....this semester isn't bad, but I've had past semesters that were horrible! anyways, I hate that I can't hang out with my friends during the day because I'm working, I hate that I cant hang out with them at night because I'm at school. and on the weekends...honestly, all I want to do is enjoy my sweet man and my family.

     Speaking of my sweet man...he works SO hard! ahh, I admire him so much! He gets up at 5:00...drives an hour to work, gets off 8.5 hours later...drives home, showers, and drives to school. Somewhere in between school and sleep, he manages to make me the happiest girl alive. He's so amazing. I wake up every morning wondering how I happened to meet the most wonderful man on earth. I've always loved superman, but I've realized that Superman has NOTHING on my Sweet MAN. :) I know..cheesy. but so TRUE! you know what...after typing that....I don't feel bad for myself anymore. lol oops. So yes, that's my little tribute to the man that does it all. My love, my baby, my hard worker, my talented, sweet, handsome, caring, patient, perfect, obedient, amazing MAN. *Note: as I was typing this.... I get this little message from him:
" I love you, I love you, I love you, te amo, te amo te amooooo. Te voy a dar todo mis besitos. Buenas noches mi amor!"

Yeah, Like I said, he's perfect.

Enough said.



:)