I regret planning to have a reception.
To be completely honest, I didn't want one.
I just wanted to get married, and have a nice dinner with close friends and family. And by close friends I mean the 4 friends I usually hang out with.
It's so stressful! Especially when Money is an issue.
Right now, I have to buy so many things and I have 1 paycheck to work with.
I knew I should have done the private dinner.
Btw, I went to the church distribution center yesterday and had such a... strange experience. lol
So this is what happened:
Ry and I went because it was the only day we could go. Nay (my escort) was working, so she couldnt go with me :/ we had planned on Thursday, but I had something to do. So anyways, off we go to the store. As soon as I tell them it's my first time buying G's, they show me a cardboard with like 8 different fabrics attached to it. So... I feel them and try to understand the difference. lol anyways, they were NOT helpful at all! I was SO lost!
The ceremonial clothes through me off. I was so confused!!!!! So anyway, we got what I needed and we left. About 5 minutes into the drive, Ryan is asking how I'm feeling and guess what I say? nothing. I cried. ALL the way home! like a true loser. lol and he was so confused...wondering why I was crying and asking what he did wrong. I just felt so out of the loop. and confused!!! He really didn't do anything wrong, I was just overwhelmed. I think it hit me! I'm a big girl now. So that's my story, I cried for 15 minutes, tears and all. Ry was very sweet and made me feel better :) So that's whats happenin'! I'm going to the temple on Friday!!!! ahhh, madness! I'll update about that :)
Well, I'm off for now! byeeee!