Exhale

          You know that feeling...when you've been holding your breath for a long time? And you feel the pressure in your lungs, you feel like you actually NEED Oxygen, and you know that as soon as you exhale...that next inhale is going to feel like such a relief! Well..last night I exhaled and inhaled and it felt great! :) I had a lot of things on my mind and I let go of them and I'm moving forward! I feel like a brand new person! I'm so gateful for having such an Amazing Man in my life. He listens to me and he knows how to make me feel like the most beautiful woman in the world! I am absolutely in love with this Wonderful Man.
         When I was growing, I didn't have the best childhood...I experienced a lot of horrible situations at home. My dad was a wonderful father, but not the best husband. So I witnessed a lot of domestic abuse...physical and emotional. And I always wondered why all those things happened to me if I hadn't done anything bad to deserve that..and I always hoped to have a happier life as an adult. My mom always told me "I hope you are blessed with a wonderful husband" and I always hoped for the same thing. But now that I've been blessed with such an amazing boyfriend...I know that he will be the wonderful husband I always hoped for. I know that he was meant to be a blessing in my life. I know that everything in our lives happened for a reason...and the outcome of all those things led to US. The bond that we have is so sweet. It's not only a physical attraction, but also a spiritual one. I can honestly say he completes me. I am soo deeply in love with this Man. He's on his way home right now and I can't express how excited I am to see him. The hours seem to be 10 times longer than usual...so I'll try to keep busy at work :)

Love,
Stephanie Arcos